My cousin and I were incredibly close that we entitled each other to be best friends. Practically sisters. That changed. Don't get me wrong but it's awkward now. We used to talk a lot and even if we didn't talk in months time because she lives in Cali, I could talk to her about anything but the last times I've talked to her it's been awkward. It's probably all in my head but I've never felt that way before. She means a lot to me but I think I'm the one who is losing that connection with her. I'm probably the one who changed but everyone who was close to be way back before, I'm losing connections with. Maybe this is all part of growing up? Have you guys felt this way about someone or felt this way in general?

EDIT 4.9.2012

Funny how I say post this and my cousins makes an unexpected visit and that visit changes my opinion her. She's always going to be the sweetest best friend ever that I love and cherish. I guess the distance between effected me a lot because we barely talked when we would talk almost every month. Just gotta put in a little effort since we're both even more busy than ever 

Sorry it has been a long time since I've updated lately! School has been on my butt lately as usual but because I did mediocre on my first exams for my classes, I have been studying to make sure I end up doing amazing on the next ones :D Other than that, one of my uncles recently passed away and I know he's in a better place. I really truly miss him. RIP Uncle Ruddie<3 Enough of the sad news, it is my boyfriend and I's third anniversary! Can you believe that?! Who knew it would last this long since we only knew each other for less than two weeks before we went out :P Regardless, I am beyond happy and I hope he knows that

First picture we took of each other and the day he asked me out[:

Well, for now! Sorry I have been MIA lately. I had three tests, a lab report to do, and just a bunch of things to do with school these last two weeks but I am happy to say I am free for now :P Anyway, nothing much as been going on with me. I have been trying to eat more healthy and work more often and that makes me incredibly happy ehe . So what have you guys been up to?